Code:
There's this thing about writing. It's not that it's a chore, or a pleasure. You write these things down as if people will believe what you say. They don't. It's just words on a page. Letters in the sea of paragraphs. That's how I like to think of myself. I am a tree in the forest of the world. I grow. I bend. I break. I am broken. Was broken. Mending is the worst time. You - I am so vulnerable. I'm vulnerable. You might not notice it. Did you take that second look? I do. I always do. I like to look. I like to collect. I work. Overwork, to be more precise. I like the quiet. When you're running. Sound of your steps ever so soft. Maybe it's relaxing. Running. Or working. It relaxes me, I think. Oh yeah. The Lord. He's a part of my life. He's killed me. His might is like none other I've heard of. Hopefully His grace guides me. His strength empowers me. I only have two things I'm a part of here. The clan and His followers. Odd, I know. To not be called to a guild. By a guild. There just isn't that connection. What's next? More work. More running.